Friday, March 1, 2013

Complete Surrender

I have wondered lately why the heavens have been so silent.  I have tried to make my heart more inviting to the Holy spirit but I haven't felt much yet.  I've tried to memorize a prayer from the Holy Spirit titled: 

Complete Surrender is the Way

Holy spirit , my inner god; voice to all that is true,
 I want to surrender wholly and humbly to you.

I See in my mind temptations
to decide for myself and do.
But I know in my heart,
that I do not want
to decide for myself and do,
without you.

It is my only desire to surrender
 wholly and humble to you.

Take my heart as an offering
and help me on this day in all things.
I know tha it will bring me great joy
if you guide me in each moment. 


It goes on a bit more as scribed by Regina Dawn Akers.  My problem is the 'wholly and humbly' part. Sometimes when I am memorising something but certain words won't stick in my memory I need to look into my heart and find out why there is such resistance.  I did and though I know this is the holy spirit speaking I am far from 'Wholly and Humbly surrender"  That is why it is so hard for me to remember those words.  I have quietly recieved God's grace a couple of times when I was wanting to change.  But there has been no comunication.  I was asked to share the wisdom I have been given but have been slow to do it.  I think that is the main reason the silence has been so complete.

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